Does anybody else find themselves going to write an entry, and then opening a music program merely because they felt the need to have a song to write down in the 'currents' section of their most recent update? I do that all the time. I think it's because I'm used to LiveJournal - funny thing is xanga doesn't even have a 'currents' section.
Well just so I didn't open Windows Media in vain, I'm currently listening to "Everything Sucks (When You're Gone)", by MXPX. Fabulous song, I might add. Bums me out a bit though, sometimes.
Haha, 'currents' sections are so obnoxious XD As if everyone out there is so obsessed with you that they would be interested in knowing how you are feeling, what you're listening to, and all the other useless 'current' tidbits at every waking moment - "Oh thank God, she made an update. Now I won't be in the dark as to what color her toe nails are! They've been 'spring green' for like a freakin' week!"
As for a current mood, I'm going to leave it out mostly for the fact that I'm having trouble describing it. Something along the lines of lonely...I think I just miss Jon a lot. To the point that I feel a bit like crying tonight...that's weird. Oh, I guess I didn't leave it out after all. My apologies!
I miss Three Hills too. I miss..being away from home for extended periods of time...Huh. I'm hankerin' for a huge change...sounds like it's soon time to bugger out of here. Too bad money rules over every major decision in the lives of modern-day civilians. I used to wish I could run away so badly, when I was thirteen or so, because...I was bored. And now I want to move out so badly because...I've matured. And I'm also still bored. So I guess, I'm maturely bored. Or boringly mature...no wait, that's a whole different subject.
I think I've always hated being alone, (family members never seemed to count for company, ((and I do not know what this is - I guess they just become so comfortable around you that they have no trouble blowing you off or telling you that they hate your taste in movies or whatever)) ), but in the average life of a teenager you're expected to wish you were alone sometimes. You know, "Leave me alone!" or "Stay out of my life!" or whatever. But really, me, now that I'm not really her anymore...I need people. People who are used to my lifestyle in the sense that...I don't have to be alone at 2 am anymore. (Now that I read that over I realized that I've always needed that.) And that's what I get when I'm at Jon's, or in Three Hills. I'm with people who's lives are just starting, instead of relaxing in the places they've finally made it to. I'm with someone who loves me all the time. I'm with someone who will stay up all night talking about whatever's going on. I'm with someone who will teach me how to play D and D instead of telling me that it's from hell.
...I feel like I've grown up more than anyone else in my family! Boy, that's arrogant... | 
Only in dreams... 